1 00:00:04,530 --> 00:00:07,210 Tessa, I think I'm changing my mind about winter. 2 00:00:07,570 --> 00:00:14,470 It's so cold and everything around here looks barren, like that dead tree. That 3 00:00:14,470 --> 00:00:15,630 tree's not dead, baby. 4 00:00:15,930 --> 00:00:20,250 It's still got plenty of life in it, just like that pile of trash you just 5 00:00:20,250 --> 00:00:21,250 stepped over. 6 00:00:21,510 --> 00:00:22,510 Go back. 7 00:00:23,010 --> 00:00:24,230 Take a closer look. 8 00:00:38,120 --> 00:00:39,160 It's a human being. 9 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:41,980 Lydia's a name, poor soul. 10 00:00:42,940 --> 00:00:46,160 Bare trees, bare souls, they need nurturing and love. 11 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:50,620 Their souls are bare. 12 00:00:51,260 --> 00:00:53,080 They're like trees without leaves. 13 00:00:53,460 --> 00:00:58,100 They don't know if they're willow trees to give shade or if they're fruit trees 14 00:00:58,100 --> 00:00:59,400 to bear fruit in the fall. 15 00:00:59,660 --> 00:01:02,020 They don't know what kind of trees they are anymore. 16 00:01:03,260 --> 00:01:05,060 Hey, lady, you want to buy a blanket? 17 00:01:05,340 --> 00:01:06,340 No. Nine bucks. 18 00:01:09,000 --> 00:01:11,280 She doesn't look as though she'll make it through spring. 19 00:01:11,960 --> 00:01:13,220 That's why you're here, baby. 20 00:01:14,520 --> 00:01:19,440 Now, I know you don't like the cold, but that nice little thing is going to go 21 00:01:19,440 --> 00:01:23,160 through a hard winter before she can flower again. 22 00:01:25,680 --> 00:01:28,220 And I'm going to go through it with her, right? 23 00:02:35,500 --> 00:02:37,680 And now the window. 24 00:02:38,140 --> 00:02:39,140 Lydia! 25 00:02:41,720 --> 00:02:48,720 When you walk down the road, 26 00:02:49,420 --> 00:02:54,660 heavy burden, heavy load, 27 00:02:54,900 --> 00:03:01,700 I will rise and I will walk with you. 28 00:03:05,390 --> 00:03:07,950 Till the sun don't even shine. 29 00:03:08,410 --> 00:03:10,670 Walk with you. 30 00:03:11,330 --> 00:03:16,170 Every time I tell you I'll walk with you. 31 00:03:17,130 --> 00:03:21,850 Walk with you. Believe me, I'll walk with you. 32 00:03:22,390 --> 00:03:24,430 And I'll go in the house. 33 00:03:25,890 --> 00:03:28,450 Okay. There now. 34 00:03:59,880 --> 00:04:01,760 You know, you're sick. You should see a doctor. 35 00:04:02,820 --> 00:04:03,820 Get away. 36 00:04:04,780 --> 00:04:06,040 I feel okay. 37 00:04:09,080 --> 00:04:11,940 That's it. No more warnings. You are evicted. 38 00:04:12,720 --> 00:04:17,040 Look, just a couple more days. I got a friend wiring me money from Cleveland. 39 00:04:17,380 --> 00:04:20,160 Yeah, just like you had a friend wiring you money from Philadelphia. 40 00:04:21,060 --> 00:04:24,940 This might be a flop house, but girl, you are floppier than most. Look what 41 00:04:24,940 --> 00:04:26,280 you've done to my wall. 42 00:04:27,320 --> 00:04:29,200 Both of you, out of here now. 43 00:04:29,820 --> 00:04:30,940 Not absolutely necessary. 44 00:04:32,540 --> 00:04:33,720 I'm her new roommate. 45 00:04:37,660 --> 00:04:38,860 Would this cover it? 46 00:04:43,140 --> 00:04:44,140 It'll do. 47 00:04:45,480 --> 00:04:48,300 For now, but the first of the month's only a week away. 48 00:04:49,280 --> 00:04:51,620 No problem. I got a new job. 49 00:04:52,580 --> 00:04:53,580 Yeah, right. 50 00:04:55,420 --> 00:04:56,520 We'll take care of it. 51 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:06,800 Did you paint this? 52 00:05:08,140 --> 00:05:09,740 Yeah. It's marvelous. 53 00:05:10,300 --> 00:05:15,820 You know, there are parts of heaven that look just like this. 54 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:18,920 What happened over here? 55 00:05:20,700 --> 00:05:23,220 Who in the hell are you? 56 00:05:23,720 --> 00:05:25,600 I'm sorry. I'm Monica. 57 00:05:26,080 --> 00:05:27,500 I'm you around here. 58 00:05:28,120 --> 00:05:29,880 And I was looking for a roommate. 59 00:05:30,540 --> 00:05:31,800 Great timing, huh? 60 00:05:33,940 --> 00:05:34,980 But you know... 61 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:39,860 If you and I are going to love together, we're going to have to spritz this 62 00:05:39,860 --> 00:05:40,860 place up a bit. 63 00:05:42,820 --> 00:05:43,820 What? 64 00:05:44,360 --> 00:05:46,180 You know, fix it up. 65 00:05:46,840 --> 00:05:47,840 Spritz it. 66 00:05:51,140 --> 00:05:53,440 Because this place could do with a good spritzing. 67 00:05:54,780 --> 00:05:55,900 That's sprucing up. 68 00:05:56,500 --> 00:05:59,040 And don't touch anything. 69 00:06:00,400 --> 00:06:01,400 What's this? 70 00:06:01,580 --> 00:06:02,580 Food stamps. 71 00:06:03,720 --> 00:06:07,200 If you're hungry, you can have them. Why don't you use them yourself? 72 00:06:07,700 --> 00:06:09,000 I'm not into eating. 73 00:06:09,500 --> 00:06:11,720 You're not into picking things up either. 74 00:06:12,440 --> 00:06:14,640 This place could do with some elbow grease. 75 00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:19,980 I don't know who you are or where you came from, but I don't need your 76 00:06:20,180 --> 00:06:22,360 Don't worry about it. See this wee rug? 77 00:06:22,960 --> 00:06:26,200 You know, it could be very pretty if it was cleaned up a bit. 78 00:06:26,480 --> 00:06:32,120 I mean, all it needs is some fresh air, a good shaking out. 79 00:06:34,420 --> 00:06:35,560 Relocate the wee bugs. 80 00:06:36,740 --> 00:06:38,460 That should be as good as new. 81 00:06:45,940 --> 00:06:46,940 Lydia? 82 00:06:48,540 --> 00:06:49,540 Lydia? 83 00:06:49,820 --> 00:06:52,320 Anybody in your family need a coat? 84 00:06:52,540 --> 00:06:53,540 I got a coat here. 85 00:06:53,840 --> 00:06:55,620 It's brand new. It's never been worn before. 86 00:06:56,620 --> 00:07:01,080 Lydia, I know we're new friends, but I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't sell me a 87 00:07:01,080 --> 00:07:02,080 coat. 88 00:07:04,979 --> 00:07:08,400 You want to live with me here? You got to learn what it's like to make a 89 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:11,220 We can make a lot of money off of this coat. 90 00:07:15,560 --> 00:07:16,560 You all right? 91 00:07:18,760 --> 00:07:20,960 Yeah, I'm feeling a little queasy. 92 00:07:22,620 --> 00:07:24,180 It'll pass. It always does. 93 00:07:25,020 --> 00:07:26,520 How long has this been going on? 94 00:07:29,260 --> 00:07:30,760 I don't know. I don't think about it. 95 00:07:35,210 --> 00:07:37,750 You want to go inside and have a nice warm cup of tea? 96 00:07:38,030 --> 00:07:38,809 No, no. 97 00:07:38,810 --> 00:07:40,130 They don't want me in there again. 98 00:07:40,590 --> 00:07:41,590 Do you know them? 99 00:07:41,910 --> 00:07:43,330 Not anymore. 100 00:07:45,550 --> 00:07:46,650 I know what I need. 101 00:07:48,790 --> 00:07:49,549 Come on. 102 00:07:49,550 --> 00:07:50,550 I'm going to get something. 103 00:08:00,790 --> 00:08:02,390 What are you looking for? The key. 104 00:08:03,370 --> 00:08:04,630 It's got to be around here somewhere. 105 00:08:06,830 --> 00:08:10,130 Lydia, I don't think... Just shut up and wait. 106 00:08:13,950 --> 00:08:14,950 Lydia? 107 00:08:16,770 --> 00:08:17,770 Lydia? 108 00:08:29,630 --> 00:08:30,650 You get in here. 109 00:08:45,100 --> 00:08:46,500 Get that radio in the kitchen. 110 00:08:47,620 --> 00:08:48,620 Lydia, let's go. 111 00:08:48,780 --> 00:08:49,780 Please. 112 00:08:57,680 --> 00:08:59,320 We forgot to get the gas. 113 00:08:59,880 --> 00:09:01,180 It's going to need oil. 114 00:09:01,620 --> 00:09:02,620 Yeah, I know. 115 00:09:02,680 --> 00:09:03,680 Lydia. 116 00:09:06,280 --> 00:09:07,280 Honey. 117 00:09:07,800 --> 00:09:08,800 Honey? 118 00:09:10,320 --> 00:09:11,800 We were so worried about you. 119 00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:14,580 Yeah, where you been? Can't you at least call, tell us you're alive? 120 00:09:14,860 --> 00:09:18,100 I've been busy working. I got a job at the cleaners. 121 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:20,040 I got a new job. 122 00:09:21,760 --> 00:09:22,760 This is Monica. 123 00:09:24,300 --> 00:09:25,340 She works with me. 124 00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:27,640 Don't you? 125 00:09:29,260 --> 00:09:33,040 Well, actually, we just came by to pick up some stuff, but we'll be back. 126 00:09:35,320 --> 00:09:36,900 I thought you said you had a job. 127 00:09:41,580 --> 00:09:42,580 Hi, Jim. 128 00:09:43,060 --> 00:09:46,200 Is there a problem, officer? I'm sorry to bother you, sir. 129 00:09:47,140 --> 00:09:50,720 Yeah, Mr. Coulter here reported seeing a young woman breaking into your 130 00:09:50,720 --> 00:09:52,040 residence. That's her. 131 00:09:54,020 --> 00:09:55,340 Lydia. Lydia? 132 00:09:56,160 --> 00:09:57,160 And that you? 133 00:09:57,980 --> 00:10:00,280 She wasn't breaking in. She's our daughter. 134 00:10:00,620 --> 00:10:03,300 She forgot her cane, that's all. 135 00:10:04,240 --> 00:10:05,320 I'm sorry about that. 136 00:10:06,420 --> 00:10:07,600 You can send me the bill. 137 00:10:07,940 --> 00:10:09,340 I gotta get back to work. 138 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:20,200 Bye. Thank you. 139 00:10:22,280 --> 00:10:23,280 Good day, ma 'am. 140 00:10:24,300 --> 00:10:31,100 Will, you stop making such a big deal about it. I was just going to borrow 141 00:10:31,100 --> 00:10:33,280 money. You stole from your parents. 142 00:10:33,900 --> 00:10:36,720 Get off my back. You don't know what it was like growing up with them. They 143 00:10:36,720 --> 00:10:37,980 seemed like very nice people. 144 00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:40,120 And everyone's nice until you need them. 145 00:10:42,720 --> 00:10:43,679 Who's your friend? 146 00:10:43,680 --> 00:10:44,920 My roommate. She's cool. 147 00:10:59,940 --> 00:11:02,540 I'm going to go talk to Carl inside. You wait here. 148 00:11:11,120 --> 00:11:12,800 It's a wee bit cool today, isn't it? 149 00:11:15,420 --> 00:11:17,360 You want to watch TV with us? 150 00:11:19,860 --> 00:11:20,860 I'd love to. 151 00:11:40,810 --> 00:11:42,210 Do you know where Lydia is? 152 00:11:42,710 --> 00:11:45,690 In the back room with my mommy. They're busy cooking. 153 00:11:53,370 --> 00:11:54,370 Andrew. 154 00:11:57,670 --> 00:11:58,790 Hi. Hi. 155 00:11:59,570 --> 00:12:00,570 What are you doing here? 156 00:12:01,710 --> 00:12:04,130 Well, I spend a lot of time in this house. 157 00:12:05,390 --> 00:12:06,790 More time than I'd like to. 158 00:12:07,490 --> 00:12:08,490 What do you mean? 159 00:12:08,670 --> 00:12:09,670 You'll see. 160 00:12:11,020 --> 00:12:13,660 You know, Lydia, she's a slippery character. 161 00:12:14,440 --> 00:12:17,240 She tells me something and then it turns out not to be true. 162 00:12:17,700 --> 00:12:21,420 Well, the truth is actually just right down that hall. 163 00:12:22,560 --> 00:12:25,540 Maybe, maybe you better go back and take a look. 164 00:12:28,460 --> 00:12:29,780 What about the wee ones? 165 00:12:30,420 --> 00:12:31,420 They've all got angels. 166 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:34,620 And right now, you're Lydia's. 167 00:12:55,260 --> 00:12:56,260 Lydia? 168 00:12:59,340 --> 00:13:00,680 Monica, what the hell are you doing here? 169 00:13:03,140 --> 00:13:04,580 Lydia, please don't do this. 170 00:13:07,680 --> 00:13:08,840 Let me take you home. 171 00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:11,260 You need this to cool you out. 172 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:12,800 Oh, you like the rock. 173 00:13:13,300 --> 00:13:14,300 Come on. 174 00:13:14,720 --> 00:13:19,020 Let's get out of here. I don't want to. Can't you hear? She doesn't want to go. 175 00:13:19,460 --> 00:13:21,400 The TV's broken. 176 00:13:21,820 --> 00:13:22,820 Get out of here! 177 00:13:27,050 --> 00:13:30,490 You're making me crazy. You and your crazy friends. Get out of here. 178 00:13:35,330 --> 00:13:36,550 Lydia, wait. 179 00:13:36,850 --> 00:13:38,070 You're my hide. 180 00:13:41,170 --> 00:13:42,490 Get away from me. 181 00:13:57,840 --> 00:13:58,579 Heart rate? 182 00:13:58,580 --> 00:13:59,760 110. Blood pressure? 183 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:01,420 96 over 67. 184 00:14:01,820 --> 00:14:03,880 Visual signs of trauma with physical extremities. 185 00:14:04,620 --> 00:14:08,820 I want a CBC chemistry panel, a deck stick, and a CT scan. 186 00:14:09,200 --> 00:14:12,080 Doctor, I'm feeling tightening in the abdominal wall. 187 00:14:15,640 --> 00:14:16,640 Oh, man. 188 00:14:19,080 --> 00:14:22,620 Excuse me, I'm Bill Evans. This is my wife, Margaret. We got a call from a 189 00:14:22,620 --> 00:14:23,579 named Tess. 190 00:14:23,580 --> 00:14:24,580 That's me. 191 00:14:24,640 --> 00:14:26,540 Oh, aren't you Lydia's friend? 192 00:14:27,350 --> 00:14:28,910 Yes, and this is Tess. 193 00:14:29,250 --> 00:14:31,690 She's the counselor from the drug treatment center. 194 00:14:32,390 --> 00:14:33,630 She's here to help Lydia. 195 00:14:34,110 --> 00:14:35,110 What happened? 196 00:14:35,690 --> 00:14:37,010 She was hit by a car. 197 00:14:37,290 --> 00:14:38,249 Oh, my God. 198 00:14:38,250 --> 00:14:40,050 All right, all right. Is she okay? 199 00:14:40,470 --> 00:14:41,970 They're working on her now. 200 00:14:42,270 --> 00:14:43,430 May I have a word with you alone, please? 201 00:14:43,710 --> 00:14:46,350 Well, you might as well say it to them. They're the parents. 202 00:14:46,990 --> 00:14:47,990 How is she? 203 00:14:48,330 --> 00:14:49,950 Well, it's a miracle. 204 00:14:50,430 --> 00:14:52,270 She has a few scrapes. Nothing's broken. 205 00:14:53,110 --> 00:14:55,890 But the trauma from the accident has caused her to go into labor. 206 00:14:57,000 --> 00:14:58,000 That he is pregnant. 207 00:14:58,540 --> 00:14:59,580 Almost full term. 208 00:15:00,020 --> 00:15:02,000 We just saw her. She didn't look pregnant. 209 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:04,220 Your daughter's severely underweight. 210 00:15:04,560 --> 00:15:06,360 I don't even think she knew she was expecting. 211 00:15:06,660 --> 00:15:07,660 That's impossible. 212 00:15:08,580 --> 00:15:10,520 Every woman knows if she's pregnant. 213 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:16,540 Well, in cases like this... May I speak frankly? I think you should. 214 00:15:18,400 --> 00:15:20,000 Your daughter's addicted to cocaine. 215 00:15:20,300 --> 00:15:23,040 We also found traces of methamphetamine in her system. 216 00:15:23,680 --> 00:15:26,860 Look, she had a little bit of a problem in the past, but she has it under 217 00:15:26,860 --> 00:15:31,880 control. Mr. Evans, if you'll forgive me, I don't think she has anything under 218 00:15:31,880 --> 00:15:33,860 control. Can we see her? 219 00:15:34,980 --> 00:15:35,980 This way. 220 00:15:37,460 --> 00:15:41,400 In, two, three, out, two, three. 221 00:15:41,720 --> 00:15:43,700 You're doing good. Breathe through it. Mom. 222 00:15:44,420 --> 00:15:45,760 Mom. My God. 223 00:15:46,680 --> 00:15:48,720 Lydia, why did you hide this from us? 224 00:15:49,960 --> 00:15:53,420 You're going to have a baby. Can you believe that? How could you not know? 225 00:15:53,680 --> 00:15:56,100 I did. I was just hoping you would go away. 226 00:15:56,840 --> 00:16:00,860 In, two, three, out, two, three. 227 00:16:02,180 --> 00:16:04,240 She's dilating. Get an OB card in here. 228 00:16:05,540 --> 00:16:06,540 You're becoming fast. 229 00:16:09,420 --> 00:16:12,280 She's not stable enough to make it to delivery. There's not enough time. 230 00:16:13,640 --> 00:16:14,900 I can't handle this. 231 00:16:25,900 --> 00:16:30,760 She's, uh, having a baby. 232 00:16:34,220 --> 00:16:35,620 Okay, we'll be almost there. 233 00:16:36,480 --> 00:16:37,480 Yeah. 234 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,100 You did it. 235 00:16:47,120 --> 00:16:51,000 She's cyanotic. 236 00:16:51,500 --> 00:16:53,240 Why isn't she crying? She's not breathing. 237 00:16:53,560 --> 00:16:54,620 We need to intubate. 238 00:16:54,900 --> 00:16:59,300 I want a CBC with a diff, blood x -ray, chest x -ray, stat. 239 00:16:59,880 --> 00:17:01,080 Transport her to NICU. 240 00:17:01,520 --> 00:17:02,520 Let's get a suture kit. 241 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:05,940 The baby didn't cry at all. 242 00:17:09,400 --> 00:17:10,400 How are they doing? 243 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:14,819 We're admitting Lydia. She should be up in her room pretty soon. You can go up 244 00:17:14,819 --> 00:17:15,439 and see her. 245 00:17:15,440 --> 00:17:16,579 What about the baby? 246 00:17:16,940 --> 00:17:19,880 Pretty much as we suspected. We found cocaine in the baby's blood. 247 00:17:21,069 --> 00:17:22,329 Is she going to be all right? 248 00:17:22,910 --> 00:17:26,230 Well, right now we're treating the baby with Narcan to reverse the effects of 249 00:17:26,230 --> 00:17:27,230 the narcotic in her system. 250 00:17:27,510 --> 00:17:29,810 Without this medication, the baby would go into withdrawal. 251 00:17:30,930 --> 00:17:33,070 Beyond that, I really don't know. 252 00:17:33,430 --> 00:17:35,190 You don't know? What does that mean? 253 00:17:35,410 --> 00:17:38,710 It means that when this baby starts crying, she won't be crying for milk. 254 00:17:38,710 --> 00:17:39,710 be crying for crack. 255 00:17:43,450 --> 00:17:45,250 We'll be moving you up to your room right away. 256 00:17:46,110 --> 00:17:47,410 I just need your paperwork. 257 00:17:50,030 --> 00:17:51,650 Social service is on the way. 258 00:17:51,910 --> 00:17:54,910 As soon as the baby's well enough and can be released from the hospital, 259 00:17:54,910 --> 00:17:55,910 arrange for foster care. 260 00:17:56,350 --> 00:17:59,990 Foster care? We'll take care of the baby. She's the baby's mother. The baby 261 00:17:59,990 --> 00:18:04,690 belongs with her. Mr. and Mrs. Evans, Lydia's blood shows traces of cocaine, 262 00:18:04,690 --> 00:18:05,690 so does her baby's. 263 00:18:05,930 --> 00:18:09,030 By law, I'm required to report the mother to the authorities. 264 00:18:09,470 --> 00:18:10,470 This is incredible. 265 00:18:10,730 --> 00:18:12,530 I'm sorry. I don't have any choice. 266 00:18:12,870 --> 00:18:13,870 Please excuse me. 267 00:18:15,730 --> 00:18:19,230 Nobody is arresting my daughter, and nobody's taking that baby away. 268 00:18:19,830 --> 00:18:22,650 I don't want my grandchild in foster care. 269 00:18:24,610 --> 00:18:26,110 What's going to happen to Lydia? 270 00:18:26,370 --> 00:18:30,770 Well, Lydia is all right in the hospital now, but we have to find a rehab clinic 271 00:18:30,770 --> 00:18:36,430 as soon as possible because they're not prepared to handle drug addicts and 272 00:18:36,430 --> 00:18:39,870 withdrawals. Will you please stop calling my daughter a drug addict? 273 00:18:40,110 --> 00:18:46,650 In a few hours, your daughter's body is going to crave cocaine so badly that she 274 00:18:46,650 --> 00:18:47,730 would do anything. 275 00:18:48,130 --> 00:18:51,540 And I mean... Anything to get it. 276 00:18:52,660 --> 00:18:54,220 She would sell her soul. 277 00:18:55,200 --> 00:18:56,380 Or your soul. 278 00:18:57,420 --> 00:19:00,580 Just for one more hit on that crack pipe. 279 00:19:01,400 --> 00:19:06,080 When you see this happen to your little girl, Mr. Evans, there will be no doubt 280 00:19:06,080 --> 00:19:07,080 in your mind. 281 00:19:07,220 --> 00:19:08,820 She is an addict. 282 00:19:09,700 --> 00:19:13,540 Why can't we just stay here and help her through it? 283 00:19:13,780 --> 00:19:17,120 There's nothing you can really do. She has got it right. 284 00:19:18,510 --> 00:19:23,810 I want you both to know that even though I'm a fairly new friend to Lydia, I 285 00:19:23,810 --> 00:19:24,810 want to be a good one. 286 00:19:25,250 --> 00:19:29,530 And I'm hoping that I can encourage her to check herself into the treatment 287 00:19:29,530 --> 00:19:32,370 center. She has to check herself in? 288 00:19:32,950 --> 00:19:33,950 Yes. 289 00:19:34,350 --> 00:19:36,710 That's a decision that she has to make for herself. 290 00:19:38,070 --> 00:19:40,770 Here we go. Looks like we're going up to the third. 291 00:19:43,870 --> 00:19:47,810 How did she manage to get by a doctor, three nurses, and two angels? 292 00:19:48,380 --> 00:19:50,300 Drug addicts are very clever, baby. 293 00:19:50,640 --> 00:19:54,320 They lie, they cheat, they steal. 294 00:19:55,820 --> 00:19:57,160 What are you looking at? 295 00:19:58,620 --> 00:20:00,100 She's an artist, Tess. 296 00:20:01,440 --> 00:20:06,800 She looks at mountains and she paints more than trees and rocks and snow. 297 00:20:07,500 --> 00:20:09,040 She paints with her heart. 298 00:20:10,420 --> 00:20:13,760 And I was thinking, praying, actually. 299 00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:16,780 I was asking God to forgive me. 300 00:20:17,390 --> 00:20:18,450 For what, baby? 301 00:20:20,130 --> 00:20:24,710 Sometimes I forget that even though I may have the spirit of an angel, I still 302 00:20:24,710 --> 00:20:25,970 have the eyes of a human. 303 00:20:26,990 --> 00:20:30,890 And I was beginning to see Lydia the way the world does. 304 00:20:31,650 --> 00:20:33,930 A holy, unredeemable creature. 305 00:20:34,330 --> 00:20:37,710 Well, that's just the kind of creature God loves to save. 306 00:20:38,590 --> 00:20:42,010 What's the matter with you people? You threatened my daughter. No wonder she 307 00:20:42,010 --> 00:20:45,210 away. You better get on her trail, baby. I'll handle this. 308 00:20:46,350 --> 00:20:49,190 If we'd let us handle our own problems, she'd still be here. 309 00:20:50,870 --> 00:20:53,510 Blaming somebody else will not get your daughter back. 310 00:20:53,810 --> 00:20:57,650 It's not our fault she's so vulnerable right now. 311 00:20:58,490 --> 00:21:01,850 Just how long have you been making excuses for your daughter? 312 00:21:02,090 --> 00:21:06,310 I don't have to stand here and listen to some holier -than -thou stranger tell 313 00:21:06,310 --> 00:21:07,730 me how to raise my daughter. 314 00:21:07,930 --> 00:21:10,110 Your daughter is already raised, sir. 315 00:21:11,410 --> 00:21:15,050 And yet, at this time, she's lower than she's ever been. 316 00:21:16,270 --> 00:21:21,750 And I believe that a good hard look at what brought her to this point is the 317 00:21:21,750 --> 00:21:24,210 only way that anyone can help lift her up. 318 00:21:25,250 --> 00:21:28,970 Now, when was the last time you said no to your little girl? 319 00:21:29,370 --> 00:21:31,670 What? I don't understand. 320 00:21:32,310 --> 00:21:33,310 No. 321 00:21:34,410 --> 00:21:36,510 No, you cannot have that toy. 322 00:21:37,210 --> 00:21:40,510 No, you cannot watch television as long as you want to. 323 00:21:41,510 --> 00:21:45,530 No, you cannot stay out as late as you want to. 324 00:21:46,300 --> 00:21:50,560 No, I will not tolerate your drug habit. No, no. 325 00:21:51,920 --> 00:21:53,720 She had a happy childhood. 326 00:21:54,760 --> 00:21:58,840 I planned it that way. I wanted her to have everything I didn't. Did you ever 327 00:21:58,840 --> 00:21:59,960 have a cocaine habit? 328 00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:02,600 No. Well, it worked then, didn't it? 329 00:22:03,520 --> 00:22:08,060 A child who never hears no never learned to say no. 330 00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:10,980 And that's a part of Lydia's problem. 331 00:22:11,420 --> 00:22:13,380 She knows you'll always be there for her. 332 00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:17,030 Are you asking us to turn our backs on our own daughter? 333 00:22:17,370 --> 00:22:21,650 I'm asking you to turn her over to herself and to God. 334 00:22:21,990 --> 00:22:25,810 Because as long as she knows that you're her safety net, she's never going to 335 00:22:25,810 --> 00:22:26,810 hit the bottom. 336 00:22:27,470 --> 00:22:28,470 That's the point. 337 00:22:30,530 --> 00:22:33,010 I don't think I could bear to see her hit bottom. 338 00:22:33,330 --> 00:22:34,490 I know, Mr. Evans. 339 00:22:35,330 --> 00:22:39,090 But right now, the bottom is the best place for her. 340 00:22:41,130 --> 00:22:44,220 That's... I swear an attic has no place to look but up. 341 00:22:47,160 --> 00:22:48,160 I don't know. 342 00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:51,820 Well, let me put it this way. 343 00:22:53,720 --> 00:23:00,600 If you keep justifying everything your daughter does, one day you're going 344 00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:03,160 to have to justify why she's dead. 345 00:23:04,660 --> 00:23:09,260 And if that happens, you're going to have to do a lot of explaining to your 346 00:23:09,260 --> 00:23:10,260 grandchild. 347 00:23:10,730 --> 00:23:12,230 If she lives, too. 348 00:23:14,350 --> 00:23:17,310 Now, do you want me to help you or not? 349 00:23:27,070 --> 00:23:28,070 Hey, Liv. 350 00:23:28,530 --> 00:23:30,830 Aren't you on the wrong side of the street, girl? 351 00:23:31,190 --> 00:23:32,330 Come on home. 352 00:23:34,490 --> 00:23:36,490 You take food stamps? 353 00:23:37,030 --> 00:23:38,250 You crazy girl. 354 00:23:38,800 --> 00:23:40,940 Come back with the flash and we'll have some fun. 355 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:53,480 Lydia. 356 00:23:54,500 --> 00:23:56,480 Jackson, I need a place to stay. 357 00:23:57,300 --> 00:23:59,500 I told you not to come around here unless you were clean. 358 00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:01,400 But I am clean. I'm different. 359 00:24:01,700 --> 00:24:03,940 Different? Yeah, right. I heard that before. 360 00:24:04,440 --> 00:24:06,560 How can I trust you, strung out as you are? 361 00:24:06,900 --> 00:24:07,900 Hey, Lydia! 362 00:24:08,910 --> 00:24:11,010 Good to see you. Where you been hiding? 363 00:24:11,490 --> 00:24:12,670 Come in here, girl. 364 00:24:13,050 --> 00:24:14,050 We missed you. 365 00:24:16,290 --> 00:24:17,290 Thanks. 366 00:24:17,470 --> 00:24:18,470 You too. 367 00:24:20,810 --> 00:24:22,650 Come on. I just had a baby. 368 00:24:24,290 --> 00:24:26,970 I want to get it some stuff so I can take my baby home. 369 00:24:27,490 --> 00:24:28,950 That's the worst one yet, girl. 370 00:24:29,270 --> 00:24:30,770 I saw you, what, yesterday? 371 00:24:31,090 --> 00:24:32,310 You didn't have no baby. 372 00:24:32,610 --> 00:24:33,610 Come on, man. I did. 373 00:24:35,130 --> 00:24:37,550 I don't care what you think. Just give me a little work, then. 374 00:24:38,410 --> 00:24:42,410 Can I have my old job back? I'll do whatever I have to. I'll wash those 375 00:24:42,410 --> 00:24:43,410 over there, then. 376 00:24:44,510 --> 00:24:45,670 Give her a break, man. 377 00:24:49,990 --> 00:24:50,990 Okay. 378 00:24:52,790 --> 00:24:53,990 I'll give you one more chance. 379 00:24:55,070 --> 00:24:56,070 Don't take anything. 380 00:24:59,390 --> 00:25:01,250 I never stole anything from you. 381 00:25:02,690 --> 00:25:03,690 Yeah. 382 00:25:12,220 --> 00:25:13,820 And what 383 00:25:13,820 --> 00:25:27,760 was 384 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:39,340 it? 385 00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:40,840 What was what? 386 00:25:43,169 --> 00:25:44,670 My baby, what was it? 387 00:25:45,930 --> 00:25:46,930 A little girl. 388 00:25:47,810 --> 00:25:49,430 He had a little girl, Lydia. 389 00:25:51,170 --> 00:25:52,170 Lydia! 390 00:25:57,770 --> 00:26:00,230 I'll take care of this. You go tell him it's okay. 391 00:26:09,130 --> 00:26:10,170 What's going on in there? 392 00:26:10,550 --> 00:26:12,390 Just a little accident, no big deal. 393 00:26:12,840 --> 00:26:16,320 You already owe me enough. Now I've got to put broken glasses on your list. 394 00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:18,820 Come on, Jackson, I'll pay you back. 395 00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:23,120 Yeah, that's what you always say, but you never do. You're a junkie. 396 00:26:24,080 --> 00:26:26,860 You know, you used to really be worth something. 397 00:26:28,260 --> 00:26:29,260 Look at that. 398 00:26:30,460 --> 00:26:32,520 Who could believe that you painted it? 399 00:26:33,220 --> 00:26:36,120 You can't even hold a glass in your hand, let alone a paintbrush. 400 00:26:36,620 --> 00:26:39,360 You told me you were clean. You're never going to be clean, Lydia. 401 00:26:43,850 --> 00:26:45,910 You need a fix so bad to be tasted. 402 00:26:50,190 --> 00:26:51,190 Lydia. 403 00:26:52,090 --> 00:26:53,870 Lydia! Get in here! 404 00:26:54,170 --> 00:26:55,170 Lydia! 405 00:27:04,090 --> 00:27:05,090 Who are you? 406 00:27:25,740 --> 00:27:26,740 It's her. 407 00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:30,040 Take a deep breath. 408 00:27:36,340 --> 00:27:37,340 Lydia. 409 00:27:39,320 --> 00:27:40,320 Hello, Lydia. 410 00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:44,500 Who's this? 411 00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:48,980 My name is Ted. I'm a counselor from the hospital drug rehab clinic. 412 00:27:49,500 --> 00:27:51,780 I'm here to help you decide on treatment. 413 00:27:52,540 --> 00:27:53,540 What? 414 00:27:55,560 --> 00:27:58,440 We want you to go into a drug treatment program. 415 00:27:59,200 --> 00:28:01,620 For the sake of you and your baby. 416 00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:04,240 That's right. 417 00:28:05,080 --> 00:28:07,780 She's my baby, and I can take care of her. 418 00:28:08,300 --> 00:28:13,780 I'm working at the Waha again, and I could... I could use just a little 419 00:28:14,820 --> 00:28:16,980 It's not for me. It's for my baby. 420 00:28:18,980 --> 00:28:21,960 We know you're lying, Lydia. You just want to buy drugs. 421 00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:24,900 Mom, I'm trying. 422 00:28:25,210 --> 00:28:26,890 here. I'm changing. 423 00:28:27,630 --> 00:28:30,910 And just help me out. 424 00:28:31,770 --> 00:28:36,390 No. No. Until you go for treatment, there isn't anything more we can do for 425 00:28:36,670 --> 00:28:39,770 It's not for me. It's for my baby. 426 00:28:39,970 --> 00:28:42,350 Your baby is being taken care of. 427 00:28:42,950 --> 00:28:47,490 And when it's time for her to leave the hospital, your parents are going to file 428 00:28:47,490 --> 00:28:50,590 with the court to become her legal guardians. 429 00:28:51,090 --> 00:28:54,330 You leave my baby alone! 430 00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:55,879 Lydia! Lydia! 431 00:28:55,880 --> 00:28:58,120 We love you very much. 432 00:28:58,480 --> 00:28:59,980 And we want you to get out. 433 00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:03,460 Get out and don't come back until you can admit you have a problem. 434 00:29:04,540 --> 00:29:05,540 Don't worry! 435 00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:09,220 I'll never be back! 436 00:29:10,100 --> 00:29:11,100 Never! 437 00:29:11,780 --> 00:29:13,340 Never coming back! 438 00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:14,920 Oh, my God. 439 00:29:17,040 --> 00:29:23,800 What did we just do? You just did the right thing. You just did the right 440 00:30:46,700 --> 00:30:47,700 Good enough. 441 00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:49,860 You know, you really didn't have to do this. 442 00:30:50,100 --> 00:30:51,420 Lydia started the job. 443 00:30:51,940 --> 00:30:52,940 She's my friend. 444 00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:55,200 I couldn't leave until it's finished. 445 00:30:56,140 --> 00:30:57,620 Well, thanks for the help. 446 00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:03,000 She told me she had a baby. 447 00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:06,120 She did have a baby. 448 00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:15,800 You better hurry. 449 00:31:18,420 --> 00:31:19,720 Why? What's happened? 450 00:31:19,980 --> 00:31:21,520 The baby's missing from the hospital. 451 00:31:22,520 --> 00:31:23,520 Oh, no. 452 00:31:23,880 --> 00:31:28,020 Lydia. Now, if the baby doesn't get her medication soon, she could go into 453 00:31:28,020 --> 00:31:29,020 seizure. 454 00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:33,080 Or worse, she could die from lack of oxygen, nutrition. 455 00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:34,680 Well, we better find the baby. 456 00:31:35,580 --> 00:31:36,740 Where could Lydia be? 457 00:31:37,340 --> 00:31:40,920 I don't know now, but I'll know soon. 458 00:32:01,420 --> 00:32:02,420 My baby. 459 00:32:11,760 --> 00:32:12,760 Shh. 460 00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:22,680 You're going to wake the baby. 461 00:32:26,460 --> 00:32:27,780 Where is the baby? 462 00:32:31,450 --> 00:32:34,790 She's right here. Can't you see? 463 00:32:35,030 --> 00:32:36,730 She's right here. 464 00:32:37,910 --> 00:32:40,090 There is no baby, Lydia. 465 00:32:40,370 --> 00:32:44,170 Yes, she is. She's here. Yes, she is. 466 00:32:44,390 --> 00:32:45,390 She's here. 467 00:33:00,330 --> 00:33:03,110 Lydia, what did you do with the baby? 468 00:33:03,890 --> 00:33:06,470 She's right here. 469 00:33:06,690 --> 00:33:08,370 Isn't she beautiful? 470 00:33:09,430 --> 00:33:14,250 No, no, she's not here. Where did you put her? 471 00:33:16,650 --> 00:33:20,050 Oh, God. 472 00:33:20,990 --> 00:33:26,090 I put... I put... Where? 473 00:33:26,410 --> 00:33:27,410 Where? 474 00:33:28,390 --> 00:33:29,390 I... 475 00:33:29,840 --> 00:33:32,280 I can't... I can't remember. 476 00:34:09,190 --> 00:34:11,989 and Lydia is so high, she doesn't know where the baby is. 477 00:34:12,210 --> 00:34:17,449 I'll find Lydia's child. You've got another child to take care of. I want 478 00:34:17,449 --> 00:34:19,330 but I don't know how. She seems so lost. 479 00:34:19,570 --> 00:34:20,610 She is lost. 480 00:34:21,010 --> 00:34:22,389 She's lost her hope. 481 00:34:22,770 --> 00:34:26,190 But this is the moment that God made angels for, baby. 482 00:34:26,690 --> 00:34:31,969 Now I want you to go back in that apartment and take that child in your 483 00:34:31,969 --> 00:34:35,590 rock her and feed her hope like it was mother's milk. 484 00:34:35,929 --> 00:34:38,550 Tess, I want to, but she can't hear me. 485 00:34:39,949 --> 00:34:40,928 Listen to me. 486 00:34:40,929 --> 00:34:42,530 Her body wants crack. 487 00:34:42,790 --> 00:34:47,850 Her mind wants crack. I think even her soul wants crack. Because she sold her 488 00:34:47,850 --> 00:34:49,110 soul to it already. 489 00:34:50,489 --> 00:34:54,830 But there's one thing she hasn't lost because it doesn't belong to her. It 490 00:34:54,830 --> 00:34:55,830 belongs to God. 491 00:34:57,650 --> 00:34:58,770 Her spirit. 492 00:34:59,730 --> 00:35:00,890 Speak to that. 493 00:35:38,320 --> 00:35:42,120 You lost your baby, but God has not lost her or forgotten her. 494 00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:44,740 And he has not forgotten you. 495 00:35:45,740 --> 00:35:47,640 Who are you? 496 00:35:48,060 --> 00:35:49,460 I am an angel. 497 00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:53,100 And I've been sent here to help you heal. 498 00:35:54,880 --> 00:35:56,880 Am I hallucinating? 499 00:35:58,460 --> 00:35:59,460 No. 500 00:36:00,240 --> 00:36:02,160 God is not a hallucination. 501 00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:04,440 He's very real. 502 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:06,700 He wants to help you. 503 00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:11,940 Oh, God, I need a hit. 504 00:36:12,760 --> 00:36:14,640 No, Lydia, you don't. 505 00:36:15,520 --> 00:36:20,080 God wants you to clean your body and to clean your soul. 506 00:36:20,800 --> 00:36:25,080 And he'll help you go through that cleansing if only you'll ask him. 507 00:36:25,740 --> 00:36:32,480 I can't do it. I have to have it. It makes me feel good. It's the best thing 508 00:36:32,480 --> 00:36:38,360 about my life. No, your life is the best thing about your life. It is God's gift 509 00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:43,340 to you. It is your gift to your baby. But this is the moment, Lydia, right now 510 00:36:43,340 --> 00:36:46,480 when you could lose it all or get it all back. 511 00:36:48,400 --> 00:36:54,220 If you can just get through these next few days without drugs, then you'll be 512 00:36:54,220 --> 00:36:56,860 free. I've tried it. It's too hard. 513 00:36:57,640 --> 00:37:00,080 God will be with you this time. 514 00:37:01,000 --> 00:37:02,320 And so will I. 515 00:37:04,910 --> 00:37:06,150 They don't trust you. 516 00:37:07,250 --> 00:37:08,810 Will you trust him? 517 00:37:10,650 --> 00:37:14,450 I'm afraid I'll die. 518 00:37:15,930 --> 00:37:20,070 Sometimes you have to lose your life before you can find it. 519 00:37:36,490 --> 00:37:37,970 It's like food stamps. 520 00:37:42,090 --> 00:37:46,950 This coupon is redeemable for five dollars worth. 521 00:37:47,910 --> 00:37:48,910 Don't you see? 522 00:37:50,390 --> 00:37:55,770 This is just a useless piece of paper, Lydia, unless you redeem it from the 523 00:37:55,770 --> 00:37:56,770 promise on the back. 524 00:37:57,950 --> 00:38:03,150 It's like your life. You can't find its full value. 525 00:38:03,950 --> 00:38:07,930 Until you hand it over to God and ask him to redeem it. 526 00:38:08,770 --> 00:38:10,690 Trade it in for a new Lydia. 527 00:38:11,830 --> 00:38:14,630 The Lydia you were always meant to be. 528 00:38:16,170 --> 00:38:17,350 Redeem it, Lydia. 529 00:38:18,750 --> 00:38:20,210 Ask him for it back. 530 00:38:20,430 --> 00:38:23,650 And more. He wants to give it to you so much. 531 00:38:25,330 --> 00:38:28,010 It will be a long night. 532 00:38:28,390 --> 00:38:30,770 But the morning will come. 533 00:38:31,370 --> 00:38:32,850 I promise you. 534 00:38:33,900 --> 00:38:35,700 Just keep your eye on the mountaintop. 535 00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:38,140 He's there waiting for you. 536 00:38:41,160 --> 00:38:45,680 I am speaking to Lydia's spirit. 537 00:38:47,380 --> 00:38:49,540 Can you hear me? 538 00:38:53,380 --> 00:38:54,380 Yes. 539 00:38:55,520 --> 00:38:56,520 Help me. 540 00:38:57,340 --> 00:38:58,340 I'm ready. 541 00:39:07,020 --> 00:39:08,020 It hurts. 542 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:16,400 God! 543 00:39:18,600 --> 00:39:19,780 Save me! 544 00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:22,680 Hold on, Lydia. Hold on. 545 00:39:39,150 --> 00:39:41,430 What's that song? 546 00:39:42,070 --> 00:39:43,190 Don't know. 547 00:39:44,490 --> 00:39:49,290 Never heard it. It happens to angels sometimes, though. 548 00:39:50,030 --> 00:39:56,890 It sounds like something I used to sing in 549 00:39:56,890 --> 00:39:58,410 Sunday school. 550 00:39:59,930 --> 00:40:02,170 Then I think I know what to do. 551 00:40:03,650 --> 00:40:06,950 God is my... 552 00:40:12,299 --> 00:40:18,680 Redeemer. And he heals me with 553 00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:21,840 reassuring love. 554 00:40:22,940 --> 00:40:27,240 That sounds pretty. 555 00:40:28,200 --> 00:40:30,660 I'm one of the few angels that can't sing. 556 00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:37,560 If there's anyone in the choir listening, I really could use some help. 557 00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:48,440 You should hear how it sounds to me. 558 00:41:26,640 --> 00:41:27,640 I'm looking for you. 559 00:41:37,860 --> 00:41:42,600 Excuse me. I'm looking for a lady with a little baby. Did she happen to... 560 00:42:02,600 --> 00:42:03,600 Sweetest baby. 561 00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:05,140 Oh, baby. 562 00:42:05,600 --> 00:42:08,900 Oh, don't worry. Death is here. Death is here. 563 00:42:10,220 --> 00:42:12,360 Death is here. Don't worry. 564 00:42:12,580 --> 00:42:13,580 Death God. 565 00:42:14,080 --> 00:42:18,440 I will lift mine eyes unto the hills from whence cometh my help. 566 00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:26,920 My heart soars like an eagle in the presence of the... 567 00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:15,560 I love a day where I don't have to work. 568 00:44:19,240 --> 00:44:20,260 Hey, baby. 569 00:44:20,740 --> 00:44:21,740 Look at you. 570 00:44:22,240 --> 00:44:24,040 You should see your child. 571 00:44:24,260 --> 00:44:26,260 Seven days old and a rope. 572 00:44:26,820 --> 00:44:27,820 Seven days. 573 00:44:28,260 --> 00:44:30,920 Yes. I told you it would be a long night. 574 00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:32,900 We're on our way there now. 575 00:44:33,140 --> 00:44:35,380 And then we're going to go next door to the rehab clinic. 576 00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:38,400 Lydia is going to check herself in. 577 00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:40,380 Well, hop in. I'll give you a lift. 578 00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:41,800 No, thanks. 579 00:44:42,220 --> 00:44:43,220 Now walk. 580 00:44:43,940 --> 00:44:45,440 It's such a beautiful day.